Have you ever felt a strong feeling of fear and sadness simultaneously, like your life is being sucked out of you by some memories.
Like everyone around you is talking but the words seems just mere sounds uttered in non-synchronous manner.
Like the things which used to make you happy, such as company of an old friend, old games or old stories, now started making no sense at all. And even if they, you feel guilty of smiling.
Like your heart sinks when someone talks to you and when it comes your turn to reply, you just cannot find the words.
Like someone started living in your heart and you do not have right to send them out. Like some neighbour got the key to your house and has now become the owner.
You start drowning to the thought of that “special one”. You know that its not gonna help you, you will hit the bottom of earth and there would be no way out. But you still let your memories steal you from the world because now drowning to the memories of that “special one” brings you peace and tranquility.