What should I do?

Though I am not feeling happy or peaceful for past few weeks but I have realised that I can really put smile on many faces I know.

For instance, I know a lady who for past few years have been suffering in her marriage life. But she always tries to smile and believe me, she has really mastered hiding her emotions. Today when I was coming to my office, she was driving in her car and crying. I, by chance saw her car and waved at her. Maybe she tried to hide her tears but she SMILED. She really did and It wasn’t a fake one. She talks to me and I share a lot with her. 

There are many more people whom I can make smile. But unfortunately I myself is unable to suppress or hide my feelings. Because of which, making people happy is one thing, I am making them sad.

What should I do?

7 Comments Add yours

  1. Srijan says:

    Heyy are you okay?

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    1. Not really. But hoping to get better.
      Main point is this I am hurting people who care for me, I really don’t want that.

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      1. Srijan says:

        That’s because you’re not doing really well lately. May I know why?

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      2. Sorry my friend, you are being very supportive but I don’t feel like sharing. I hope you understand. But I feel better. There are many people who care and that is sweet.

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    2. Thanks for your concern.

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  2. visit or call any person or a friend that usually succeeds in comforting you when you’re feeling down
    Or do things you enjoy, try anything to get yourself out of the mode
    If you can’t force a smile to show up on yourself, then perhaps you shouldn’t, you should instead force your heart to refresh itself by the many beautiful and interesting things around you

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    1. Thanks for your advice. This is something different and I don’t feel like sharing. The person who can comfort me is at the other end of my situation. Never mind, hoping for a change.

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