Wandered….

My thoughts wander,

From winning her over,

Or giving in and surrender.
I read a few motivational poetry,

Gather wits and courage,

To forget her,

And to move to a new trajectory.
My friends too appear as savior,

Asked me to listen to them,

And to leave all these issues,

Which are changing me and my behavior.
But my heart is very stubborn,

I asked it to move straight,

To peace and happiness,

To a place where a new world,

I can create.
But, It turned around,

To the dusty street,

To the thorny path,

Where my heart is bound.
It’s now free,

My soul,

I can’t control it further,

The shackles are now loosened,

The worldly attachments are now renounced.
Its free yet lost,

In the myriad of decisions,

Walking again to the thorny path,

With no end in sight,

Just a belief that It will meet her,

Where ocean meets the sky.

17 Comments Add yours

  1. B. says:

    …. waving between action and inaction…

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  2. aakriti405 says:

    Very beautiful 🙂
    Sometimes it’s soo hard to control your emotions. You are forced to flow with them.

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    1. Thanks dear.
      You are right, sometimes you can’t control them.

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  3. Enigma says:

    Its good to let out all your darkest thoughts so they make a space for light within your heart…
    A bittersweet symphony
    Lots of Love,
    Your friend,
    Enigma

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  4. Ssameera :) says:

    Pain penned beautifully.. 🙂
    It’s difficult to move on but not impossible. ♥

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thanks.
      If you have some friends, they do help you to move on.

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  5. Ssameera :) says:

    Happiness is always inside you. We just find it. 🙂 More bright things are waiting

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    1. Yes, but right now its just dark

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      1. Ssameera :) says:

        Take a torch.. it will be light.

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  6. So positive you are.
    I like your kind of people.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Ssameera :) says:

      Lose all your electrons. Take my protons. 🙂

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Then, you would become negative or less positive.
        What then?

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      2. Ssameera :) says:

        I am neutral. 🙂 Don’t worry friend. You take my protons.. I will form new. 😉
        When you will be happy I will become positive..! 🙂

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      3. Don’t be so sweet.
        People of my kind cannot diet and I’ll eat you all.

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      4. Ssameera :) says:

        You will get diabetic. Hahaha
        ( just kidding. May you be healthy always)
        Hahaha I am still laughing. 🙂

        Liked by 1 person

      5. Ssameera :) says:

        Nahi.. I genuine smile. 🙂

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