The silence we have now
Doesn’t give me peace
It makes the battle more furious
Between what my heart wants
And what my destiny gives.
I long for you more
I crave for you more
I thought of you more
And I can’t even sleep
Without a dream of yours
Then what’s the purpose of this silence
If it has to make me more miserable
If it is sucking life out of me
Flesh by flesh, blood by blood.
Though not meant to hurt me
Stabbed straight through my heart.
My armour is broke
My shield is in pieces
And now my life is just skin thick.
A little push, a little drag, a little more hurtful words
And I turn
Into a body, no more alive, no more viable.
You don’t know