Renounce…

My bygone days of euphoria,
Not less incinerating,
To these forlorn days of present.
I scarch my mortal body,
With perpetual recollection of you,
A blanket of agony,
Keeps me safe from the flames of your thoughts,
And darkness Now Seems like a haven,
As it Keeps my breaths alive.
When I shriveling in the nook of my dark room,
She is discerning new courses of amity with her love,
I cannot help but imagine,
Mingling of those hands and intertwining of those fingers,
Those gazes, that once were my prerogative,
Now attornied to a new face,
I pierce my heart,
As it echoes with deep silences of its shattering.
Whenever I imagine him,
Stealing the elixir of her lips,
It buries me,
Every thought dugs me deeper,
In the silences of shallow grave.
Now I have had enough,
The pain would end,
Only where earth meets the heaven,
So, today, I want to renounce,
My amalgamation,
Either with her thoughts or this mortal truth.

10 Comments Add yours

  1. Nandita says:

    Oh man! Now this is something I want to applaud and condemn at the same time. Poetically, it is beautiful with a wealth of emotions that would tug at anyone’s heart strings but the sentiment behind the poetic beauty is so painful it makes me want to discard it, wishing you didn’t feel the way you are.

    Brilliant writing!

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    1. Thanks Nandita for your appreciating words for the poem and for your wishes. I feel that in near future I will be writing something bright too. Your comment means a lotπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

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      1. Nandita says:

        You’re very welcome. Great poetry needs good patting. πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›

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      2. 😳😳😳

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  2. Sameera says:

    ‘So, today, I want to renounce,
    My amalgamation,
    Either with her thoughts or this mortal truth.’ – Perfect use of words. Not mentioning the emotion behind. It’s beautiful poetically ❀ ❀ ❀ Made my heart sink and breathe at the same time. Wish you a speedy recovery from the pain..! πŸ™‚
    Smiles and hugs. πŸ™‚ ❀

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    1. Thanks Sameera.
      I am healing here, these emotions of agony now comes less frequent.
      Love back to youπŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

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      1. Sameera says:

        I hope so OL..! β™₯β™₯β™₯β™₯ Much love..!

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  3. Enigma says:

    This piece of art is a treasury of emotions laced with the jewels of words, spilled with profound pain.
    Your words are exquisite but the feelings behind these words are like a gigantic ocean battling with a thunderstorm. I so hope you get well soon. You deserve so much better, overloaded emotions!
    Stay blessed!
    Lots of love,
    Enigma β˜ΊπŸ’•

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    1. Wow.. I feel blessed today…
      Thanks for your appreciation and your wishes for me..
      I will definitely be better soon. These emotions now comes only at times…
      Thanks Enigma. Love back to you.πŸ’šπŸ’šπŸ’š

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