Not Good Enough…

As I scroll down to the drips of the ink you put
Written in the name of the one you find good enough
I ache my heart
With a rage
Furious enough to burn myself
And with the numbness
Melancholic enough to put me to grave of my own subjugating thoughts.
I see
With my Scarlet eyes
You pouring your heart in the verses so clean
Dipping in the crimson ink
Love, Passion, Romance,
All there for him.
I see it all
And now abhor myself for not being good enough
My parameters of my own worth
I gave in your hands
Hands that now mingle with another dove,
And I have lost now
Left with nothing
Finished myself with every evaporating drop of love.
From all the closed ways to light
Nothing to see, Only darkness in sight
I am now stranded and astray
And with every word you create
My existence Obliterate.

 

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4 Comments Add yours

  1. Orvillewrong says:

    Wonderfully melancholic!

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  2. I was very moved by this writing – you have such a beautiful gift. Your worth is not defined by another person. You are more than good enough – you are created in the image of God.

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    1. This is very sweet and generous of you to say. I am glad you liked it.
      Yes, maybe our worth is not defined by some other person but our situation makes us to think like that only. Anyways, have a nice day.😊😊😊

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