Udaas….

Kitna udaas hu mai Aaj,
Khud ko waqt k sath bhagata hu,
Ghadi k pahiyo ki raftaar se daud lgata hu,
Kahi Ruk gya to aasuo ne dhundhla kar dena hai ye jahaan,
Shareer hi tapta rahe, paseena sa hi bahe,
Kahi rukne se Fer na Andhera ho jae,
Isliye daud raha hu banke ek mashaal,
Kitna udaas hu mai Aaj.

U to chehre pe naqaab kahi pehn leta hu,
Ttees k Palo mei bhi muskura sa leta hu,
Gaalo ki laali bhi rang Chodd chuki hai ab to,
Chehre ki chamak feeki pd gyi hai Ab to,
Vaise to nahi dikhta dil Mera in chehre ki baarikio mei,
Par ye aakhe Fer bhi dikhti hai hmesha, naqaab Kitne bhi lgalo mayoos chehro pe,
Koi haal puch le to chalak jata hu mai behisaab,
Kitna udaas hu mai Aaj.

Aaj Sab hai saath mere,
Meri kalam, Mera kagaz or ye shabd gehre,
Likh likh kar khud ko hi samjha leta hu,
Zindagi rukne si lage par waqt k sth Fer bhi behta hu,
Ye aasu syahi se jyada gehre ho gye hai mere,
Inse sirf Ek kagaz hi nahi hai jo mai bharta hu,
Meri tanhai, mere dard k ye pal, kuch alag hi bajate hai saaj,
Kitna udaas hu mai Aaj.
Kitna udaas hu mai Aaj.

P.S.- I am going to try changing my writing genre.

8 Comments Add yours

  1. Sameera says:

    Haaye Rabba😒 next likhna kitna khush hun mei aj.😂

    Liked by 1 person

  2. SANA MAHIN says:

    OMG..!! acha likha lekin…itne udaas mat hona..

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Thanks Sana.
      Ab mood k according hi likha jata hai. And in reality, poetry comes to us, we don’t write it purposely.

      Liked by 2 people

      1. SANA MAHIN says:

        Yes..yes i know….

        Liked by 1 person

      2. Sameera says:

        Hain sachi? Samjhdar ho gae tum😂

        Like

  3. Ah yeh likhawat .
    Great effort .

    Liked by 1 person

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s