No dear, not today.
Let me indulge in the beauty of nature,
Or in some long lost childhood memory,
I want to lost in the essence of euphoria,
Not in the desert of your mirage-full melancholic memories.
I see the shining Sun, the chirping birds and an endless green carpet of nature,
I see myself running in the fields, playing with my soulful smiling toys and eating sweetest of the sweets.
I am happy,
These tears are of happiness only,
Not of pain, regret and guilt.
What is that?
In the Sun’s warmth, I feel myself being wrapped in your arms,
In chirping, I feel the rhythms of our heartbeats dancing together, and,
In Endless green carpet of nature I see the vastness which I saw only in your cosmic eyes.
I see us,
Holding hands and running together in the fields,
I see our souls,
Making love through the gaze of our eyes,
And I remember,
The sweetness I cherished in the sweets is nothing compared to the elixir I drank from the petals of your juicy lips.
Go away S,
The time has gone and I am done drowning in the transient sweet memories of our summer days.
I don’t blame you. I can’t.
Just Let me move on, let me live and let me happy again.